It was a calling….

She woke up to it

The need to dive deep within

The world appeared meaningless

She needed a one pointed singleness

She had tried it once before

She had failed then

But!

Now, she was determined

Steadfast than ever before

They mattered not…..

Not any more

She felt used and abused…..

By each one of them

They were her own…..

The ones she wants to disown

But!

It’s really hard….

The urge to break away…..

And be on her own

The need to dive deep within …..

And do a soul search

To know the purpose of this life….

The joys and sorrows in a strife

Will she succeed this once?

Will she attain the inner peace?

Her soul craves that solitude….

That which becomes her soulitude.

Sikiladi